I will never understand nor forgive what your one true love did! And because you gave your soul freely you will never forget it either your eternity will be one filled with the darkness you followed in this life. The love that killed the warmth you had and twisted your brain and made you into a cruel liar that had you not been so weak would have killed for! I am angry with YOU and your ONE. I lost you to the dank underworld and you went happily, joyfully, beautifully with your love. As you weakened your love wanted to infect those around you and in your sickness you obliged. Your soul and body were devoured by your “one” love. I have never seen such empty black eyes before and it was frightening. When you gave yourself so fully to your lie any signs of light left your eyes. You actually believed that you lived in the beauty of light…YOU were wrong. That unbreakable loyalty drug you into the shadows.for YEARS you lived your life lying to those that truly loved you. You are loved so much, you are deeply missed, you are my brother.Ī lie ripped our world apart! You found your one true love in this world and the devotion you gave that love was unconditional and I know that nothing I could have done would have made you see the truth you were actually living. Me and Craig are heading back to Penang today haven’t been since you passed away and it brings alot of traumatic feelings but I also remember such great memories so I hope to make some more. I have so much to share with you I write you at least once a week to download everything in a diary I call after my CT. Mum and dad made it through but the pain runs deep and is etched in their faces and movements. Drew and Shell did a lovely slide show of all old photos there was some absolute beauties in them that warmed my heart a little and made me cry alot. We all cried alot and shared stories its so very raw still and the aches run deep. Larissa visited your grave before coming to lunch and she gave us all beautiful photos of it to put somewere special. It was always going to be a difficult time for us as a family but we pulled together mate you would be proud. The world is a lot less bright without u in it.goodbye for now my friend, my love, my wonderwall SPENXER V MOORES I cherish every second and memory we shared I’ll always love u and never forget u Spencer.happy new yr I think not!, 2024 awakened and ready to fight for your life and soul against toxic drugs. Everybody loved you Spence beside your brother, me most of all. The impact of losing you has hurt so many people here, more then you could imagine. Your relapse spiralled out of control so quickly and we all were powerless to stop it. You were an amazing father to your two children, a great older brother who took care of him when kids. You changed my life into something I’d never dreamed of. He said nobody cared nobody would miss him.Spence you were a caring person with such a thrive for life and hilarious humour. My world came crashing down and fell apart.
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